A friend of mine, who I hope to carry on a close relationship with and one that will blossom into something more, is in the hospital in Boston and here I am in Maine helpless. It really makes me reflect on how many things can change in an instant. Thinking of why might be and how it could effect my life for the better. Looking at the future with a smile all of the sudden takes a back seat to the present.

No matter what might, could or will be does not matter now. All that matters is getting her home in the best possible health. What ever happens between us happens and does not matter until she is 100% the way she used to be and that may take a while. But that is fine with me, because it’s the friendship that is more endearing and aren’t all relationships better when that person you are with is also your best friend?
I guess the hardest part is feeling helpless about it all. Does she need me there? She has a loving family and children who are there to help her in her time of need and I send encouragement via texts a few times a day. While I hope/wish I could do more right now it’s the best I can do.

I am not a very religious person, not in the least. Lisa is and I have found myself saying a quiet prayer for her because if there is a GOD I would hope he/she/it would help in her recovery and pain.

So, here I sit, looking to the future, which is one minute, hour day at a time to get Lisa back home and recovered and then life can pick up from there. I miss you beautiful…